The Real Cruelty

This is the end. No more blogs.
C: You can always keep going.
Me: Well, I can. There are things that I want to share.
C: To who?
Me: Dude! You are making this complicated. It is just like that one conversation we had in January first.
C: But you are nicer and calm about it now.
Me: It has been a good year so far.
C: I suggest You write a letter to your professor or something.
Me: I should, but first, I want to share the conversation that we argue about a lot.
C: Well then, i guess You do not need me any more.
Me: Wait! When will i see you again?
C: Only you decide. stay out of trouble kid.
Me: I will not miss you.
C: I know you. Yes you will.
Me: Just, Please come around when ever I need you again.
C: Bye Kiddo.
Me: Bye...*

Welcome to my featured blog. Please disreguard the "dont s, kow s, and other spelling mistakes. This is an old blog. Words were hurt during the making of this blog. Also, me emotionally. Please judge, and do not hesitate to comment. Enjoy, and take your sweet time. Thank you. Celebrating 31 Blogs :P

Based On A True Conversation...

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Jan 1, 2013: Happy New Year!

Me: This Is Going To Be A Bad Year, Just Like Last Year. I Just Wanted You To Help Me Thats Why Im Talking To You. Its Already Bad, cuz I Mean...

C: Dude Shut Up. Don't Say That. Okay, So You Probably Had A Bad Year Last Year. Let Me See...

Me: But...

C: Wait, So Last Year. You Start Off The Year Crying. Im Not Even Mentioning Why.

Me: Well...

C: Shh. You Star Off With A Girlfriend As Well. Valentines Day, You Hardly Come Up With Something To Give Her. Yet, You End Up Giving Her Something Creatively Crappy With The Advice Of Someone Else. So What, She Dumps You Five Days Later. Yet, You Have The Wrong And Stupid Thought, Which Probably Made Her Like You Less. Obviously, You Were Too Late To Recover Her. Yea Dude Your Reputation Began To Change 3:).

Me: Okay Look...

C: Shh. That's Just The Beginning. Let Me See. Your Grades Start Going Down. Your Best Friend Is Treating You Like Crap, And You Have No One To Rely On. You Do End Up Getting Another Girlfriend. How Did That Turn Out :P

Me: Okay I Get It. Well..

C: No You Don't -__- . You Dump Her, In Like, Three Minutes. You Had No Time To Explain Exactly. You Told Her That She FREAKED you out. That's The Most Stupid Thing That I Had Heard From You. Yet, I Understand, You Only Had Like Three Minutes, But Anyway, You End Up Telling Her That (Some)Your Friends Hated Her, Or Simply Didn't Like Her. I Remember You Told Me That The Only Reason Why You Didn't Really Want To Ask Her Out Was Because She Was Your Friend, And You Didn't Want To Loose Your Friendship With Her.

Me: .__.

C: Like You Did With The Other One...

Me: SHUT UP! X(

C: Well Come Down, Because Its Still Barely The Beginning. So What You Had A Few Crushes. One Of Them Rejected You...

Me: I Didn't Ask Her Out DAMN IT!! >.< 

C: Still, She Rejected You Because You Were... You.

Me: -.-

C: Anyway, You Blew A Kiss With A Girl, And Oh, I Remember This. I Remember You Doing People's Geometry Homework Towards The End Of The Year Because They Were Scared To Not Graduate. I'm Talking Multiple. I Remember All Of That Stress You Went Through After That. DUDE! You Could Have Made So Much Money! You Did It For Free. Why?

Me: X(Well...

C: Because You Wanted Friends.

Me: .__.

C: Dude, You Didn't Talk To Your Roommate For Half Of The Year Now That I Remember. Yeah You Felt Like Crap For Feeling Paralyzed. You Had No Freedom. You Spent Your Day Out Of Your Room, Being Scared Of Going In Because You Know How She Treats People When She's Mad. Until She Got That Bunk Bed. She Only Started Talking To You Because You Helped Her Build The Bunk Bed. And She Made You Get Rid Of Some Of Your Stuff.

Me: It Wasnt Like That. You kow...

C: Shut Up Yes It Was. For The Record, I Know You More Than Anyone Else, So Just Let Me Finish, Or At Least Get To The Good Parts.

Me: No Dude...

C: Shht! I'm Still Talking. So We Get To Summer. You Have Nothing To Do. Well At Least Your Parents Yelled At You To Fix That Bike.

Me: They Didnt Yell...

C: Your Uncle Did So Shut Up. You At Least Fixed It. This Is The Funny Part. Their Messed Up Car Finally Broke Down, And It Was A Shame For Your Tia And Your Tio To Get Rid Of It, So They Did Anyway. Broke All Of You Guy's Hearts. Apparently The Small Car Had To Be Gotten Rid Off Too Because It Began To Suck As Well. Guess Who Suffered? You. Why? Because You Had A Bike (Transportation).

Me: I Didnt Suffer...

C: Yes You Did Shut Up. They Would Send You To The Market To Get Food Every Week. I Still Remember.

Me: At Least...

C: CHURCH! Remember That Other Girl?

Me: Oh Please Dont Even Start With Her t(.__.t)

C: YOU DATED! A Girl That Was TWO Years Younger Than You. Yeah That Was Funny X)

Me: X| No It Wasnt!

C: Relax Dude. Okay, So You Went Out With This Girl. She Was A Show Off For Having All Of These Other Boyfriends, And She Was Proud Of It. Too Bad I Can't Describe Her In A Different Way, Because You Wont Let Me Use That Kind Of Language .__.

Me: t(.__.t)

C: I Remember She Made You Ask Her Out Because She Made You Feel Bad. Dude You Were So Stupid And Sensitive t(-.-t). You Wen Out With Her. You Realized That She Was To Immature To Understand. You Didn't Like Her That Way Because Of The Way She Was. You Wanted To Break Up With Her Because She Was Too Immature, But You Couldn't Dump Her, Because She Was TOO Immature. Okay, So You Waited For Her To Go Up To You and Break Up With You. That Was A Bad Idea t(-.-t)

Me: But She Did.

C: No She Didn't. She DUMPPED You...

Me: Its The Same Thing (-.-)

C: No It's Not Because She Did It Through Facebook. And Then She Blocked You. Yeah I Remember. You Were Like ?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????? Either Way, That Turned Into A Smile. Didn't Last Though. That Night You Agreed To Go Watch "The Dark Knight Rises" To Feel Better. Too Bad Your Tia Got Mad For Coming Back Late And Didn't Let You Go To The Movies After That.

Me: Well Its Not My Fault That The Movie Took So Long!!

C: Silence! High School. Felt Strange The First Day Huh? I Know You We Jealous Of Your Close Friend Because He Is Way Smarter Than You. He Might Not Be As Good As You As Soccer, But At Least He Kept Up!

Me: Dude (-.-)

C: Yeah, He Played At Most Games And Went To The Practices, Because He Managed His Time Wisely. You Probably Haven't Noticed But Dude, You're SlOOOWW. Well Not Running Of Course. I've Got To Admit, You Were A Good Runner, but I Know You Wanted To Be Amazing And All...

Me: No I Didnt

C: Shut Up Yes You Did, But You Still Weren't Good Enough. Dude What A Shame When You Got eith Place...

Me: 13th -__-

C: -.- Yeah, What Ever, The Point Is, I Remember You Said You Felt Like A Looser Because You Were Made Fun Of For Not Keeping Up. Anyway, Your Birthday Came. You Had The Crappiest Birthday Ever -.- . Halloween. You Didn't Go Anywhere For Candy -.- . You DIDN'T TRICK OR TREAT! I Told You To Come With Me, But You Were Too Lazy From That Stupid Race -.- ...

Me: It Wasnt Stupid. I Got First Place That Day t(-.-t_)

C: Yeah, What Ever. Its Cross Country. Not Every Body Cares About That Crazy Sport.

Me: -__-

C: Thanks Giving! C'mon, You Had A Good One. Because Of You, You Guy's Almost Didn't Make It To Your Other Tio's House...

Me: But We Did

C: That's Not The Point. When You Got There, You Were Forced To Dance In Front Of The Family X). You Are Just Lucky That Your Cousin Didn't Show Off About Going To Santee High And Having The Fastest Male Runner In Los Angeles. Instead, You Two Had A Good Conversation. Oh Yeah, And The Fact That You Told Your Tia That You Didn't Have Quinceañera Practice Just So You Could Stay Over At Your Cousin's House. Had Fun? Way To Go. You Mist A Really Important Practice. You're Behind My Friend. Anyway, You Were Getting Close To A Friend. He Could've Been A Really Good Friend. Too Bad He Had To Move To Reseda. Now THAT'S A Friend.

Me: No Dude. I Already Have A Best Friend.

C: You Mean The One With Completely Different Classes Than You? Though One That You Only See On The Mornings Before First Period? Well That's Going To Change Now That You Are Going To Be In The New Campus My Friend. Apparently Your Other Close Friend Accidentally Joined Magnet Too. Your Morning Buddies Are Magnet Now Dude. Who Are You Going To Hang Out With In The Mornings Now Huh?

Me: .__.

C: Anyway, Christmas! I Get It Dude, You Didn't Get To See Your Mom. That's All You Wanted For Christmas Right?

Me: Yeah (.__.)

C: What A Shame. O Well. You Didn't Get Your Friend That Present You Wanted To Get Her, Because I Mean, She Gave You A NICE Sweater. Nothing Back -.- . Shame On You My Friend. O Well. That I Remember, A REALLY Good Crush You Had Moved Away, And Looked Like You Had To Move On. I Heard You Couldn't Send Her Anything For Christmas. Shame On You.

Me: She Hates My GUTS! -__-

C: She Is So Lovely Doesnt Like You Anymore...

Me: Well..

C: She's NOT Worth It Dude. She's All The Way In Mexico, And She Is Known As What They Call "Fresa". Maybe Because She Is TOO DAMN PREETY, And Skinny As F...

Me: HEY!

C: ._. Sorry, My Point Is, You Can't Be With Her. O Well. Anyway, Your Christmas Present, GONE! POOFF! No Mommy. New Year's Eve. All You Though About Was About How Crappy Your Year Has Been.

Me: Well...

C: Dude, Look At The Bright Side. You Had A Girlfriend, She Was Really Pretty, And You Were Able To Get Her Something For Valentines Day. You Made Her Happy. I Know You Did. So What If Your Best Friend Wasn't Around, You Had Other Friends That Cared Too And You Didn't Really Bother To Realize It. You Had Been A Really Good Kid. You Culminated From Middle School On Stage! You Should Be Happy. C'mon, Your Summer Might've Been Boring, But You Had A Good Break. I Know You Had A Blast! Even With No Car to Be Driven Around, You Went To Church On Your Bike. I Even Saw You Reading At the Library With Your Bike Parked Outside. You Were Able To Get Out Of Your House To Do What You Love Best. Take A Bike Ride. Be Happy That You Still Have A Soccer Team That Has Been Betting Better Every Month. You Guys Got First Place This Year! You Learned So Many Things From Your Ex Girlfriends. It's Not Easy To Keep One, That's Why You Aren't Ready For That...

Me: You Sound Like My Friend's Mom -__-

C: You Have People That Care For You Luis! May Be You Didn't Do So Good In City Finals. THIS IS YOUR FIRST TIME Going To City Finals. Think About Those Who Didn't Go? They Were Happy For You. You Should Be Happy For Yourself As Well. Your Coach Was Impressed. I Know That Because He Told Me. You Got A Trophy, And It Was AMAZING! And A Big Medal TOO! So May Be You Didn't Have A Good Birthday, But You Got Tennis Shoes. I Know You Needed Tennis Shoes To Run In Your Races. First Race You Ware Them, First Race You Get First Place. Dude, You're An Amazing Runner! Your Christmas Wasn't That Bad Because You Didn't See Your Mom, Or Your Little Brother. First Year. Doesn't Matter. Always Look Forward To See Them later. You Have Amazing Friends. You Got A Small Cake From An Amazing Friend On Your Birthday, And You Didn't Make It To Her Birthday Party. Just Make Sure You Do Something Special For Her Too. You Are Not That Poor Luis. Get Her Something. Anyway, Be Happy That You Got Nice Things For Christmas, Compared To Others You Had. Be Happy You Survived 2012. The Whole Year. You Are Okay. Trust Me! Others Probably Had Worst. Be Proud To Be Alive.

Me: Well I Already Started The Year Bad.

C: Don't Say That. Start The Year Fresh. Why You Gotta Be So Negative?

Me: You Kow I Called You Over For Help And...

C: I Know, I Gave You The Help Of Therapy You Needed...

Me: -__- Dude...

C: You Should Be Happy I Even Came To Help You. You Think You Started The Year Bad?...

Me: X| Dude...

C: It's The First Day Of 2013 I Mean, What Can Possibly Start Your Year So Bad?...

Me: Dude Im SICK!!!

C: ._.

Me: I Called You Over Because I'm Sick, And I Need Help Since My Nose Is All Clogged Up, And My Throat Hurts Really Bad, And Apparently I Wont Be Able To Sleep Anymore Because You Just Gave Me A Head Ache >X|

C: Oh, That's The Help You Needed? Why Didn't You Say So? I Gave Therapeutic Help For No Reason? -_- Me: You Didn't Let Me Talk Throughout The Whole Session .__. , But My Nose Was Too Stuffed For Me To Tell You Anything, Since You Would Just Shush Me -__- .

C: Well Take Some Tylenol. That Must Suck. Sick On The First Day Of The Year? You Already Have It Bad My Friend.

Me: -__- , Well Now Ill Have Problems Sleeping .-.

C: Well If That's All You Then, Bye.

Me: Great. Now I Won't Sleep Because You Gave Me So Many Things To Think About. I Must Make Myself A Note, But Ill Loose It In Paper...

C: Write It On A Note On Facebook. No One Is Going To Read It Anyway. X)

Me: You Are Right, I Think. I Would Only Think They'll Read It If They Are Interested.

C: XD You Make Me Laugh.

Me: Why Are You Mean To Me? .__. That's Why You're My Best Friend Because Apparently You Kow Me So Much, And Yet, I Kow Nothing About You. I Cant Believe Im About To Say This But, You Are... Creeeeeppyyyyyy... .__.

C: ._. Well That's A First. Anyway, I Gotta Go.

Me: Ill Call You Over Whenever I Need You Again Okay?

C: Okay. Are You Seriously Writing This Down?

Me: I Guess So .__.

C: Well, Just Take Care Kiddo. Have A Good Year.

Me:I Hope So .__. Hey Where you go? Ill See You Again Some Day... ***