Cruel Life #1

So this is where it all began. I do not get it. It is late. What am I doing here? I should be sleeping, but instead, I am Here, Typing.
Well, even if i know where I am at, I got myself in here in the first place. Am I actually writing a blog? I do not even know what that is. Well, I guess I should not make my introduction too long today because i will have nothing to whine about tomorrow.

It all started back in 2011. Not so long ago. I am starting my school year. It was not until like the second week. I noticed her. Yes, this is one of those stories. I saw wavy hair. Funny. I met her in "Physical Education." I do not think I know what that is anymore. Her name is Stephany. She was the prettiest girl I had ever seen in my eyes. I talked to her once in a while, but She started talking to me first. I guess she wanted to know a little about me. The thing is, when i talked to her, she could barely hear me. Did she have small ears? Or do I just mumble? Anyway, As we ran for "P.E." she put her hand on my shoulder every time she gave her number. 21. Such a nice number for her. Ironically, She told me that she hated some store called "Forever 21" because "it is a store for sluts." I did not mean to repeat that. I am sorry, but that was what she told me. I kept telling her friend Serena how pretty I thought Stephany was. "I'll hook you up if you want." I freaked out and I said "NOO!" Awkward silence. she kept telling me things about her. She even said that she constantly talked about me too, that i should ask her out, and that we would make a "cute" couple. This was so strange. I never had a girlfriend before, and I was scared to start now. I told her that I was not going to ask Stephany out because. Simply because. I did not want to ruin our friendship. She thought it was cute the way I said it. Yeah right. I saw her every day anyway. Serena finally told me that Stephany finally admitted that she liked me. I did not understand. I am ugly. no one has ever liked me THAT way. What was I going to do? I did not know how to be a boyfriend! I guess i did notice after so many hugs that she gave me every day after school finished. I always gave her a hug because only she gave me a hug. No one else did. I think it started on the day of her birthday. I asked if i could sign her HUGE birthday card. she smiled, and she let me. Then, I gave her a birthday hug, and i said bye. I had a hug every day ever since. I think her birthday was somewhere in the end of September or early October. I do not remember, but what ever.


I Think I Like Her. Bored In Class. <3

 Finally. One Monday, after school finished, she walked up to me with her sister Jasmine next to her. This was the Monday before the week of Winter Break for our school. I was at the corner,about to cross the street. I was also waiting for that daily hug of mine. Her sister stayed behind. she told me "Serena said that you wanted to ask me out" She had the cutest smile on her face. I Felt stuck. I felt like I could not breathe. I told her, "She told you that?" "Yeah" She said. I Had no idea what to do, so i suddenly said, "Wait, Jasmine is your little sister?" She just smiled and said "Yeah. She is younger than me." Her smile was going to wipe out. "Oh." I Said. There was an Awkward silence. Then we said bye to each other. She walked the opposite direction with her sister as I crossed the street. I was thinking too hard. I felt bad for her. Suddenly, The most AMAZING thing happened...